Hopes & Dream

What is hope & dream?
hope is what you hope to happen
dream is what you want
but people can interpret it into so many different way
i just HOPE i'll always be who i am
and i DREAM of doing what i love till the end
its not easy as it is
i know it
but u can atleast TRY
there is no harm in trying

LIVE EACH DAY LIKE ITS UR LAST

Final Exam SOK

Ok final exam start sok
Grammar plak 2
Malas gile nk study
Study benda lain lg bgus kot
Whatever la

Cuti raya haji hr 2
Dpt my own MINI DIANA
Nnti upload gmbr
Cuz on9 kat cyberway
Malas la

That's it
The end until i have something 2 write

Final Exam?

Omg!!!
Final dh nk dekat
Im FUCKING scared to my stomach man
Like seriously shitting
Sbb time dh nk final la
Raya haji around da corner
So cheda+ana need to be home
I can't+won't live here alone
Blik umah mesti xstudy
Ngan nur+safira
TIDAK!!!
But i try my besh
FIGHTING!!!!
Gewd luck semua

Day Out With The Girls

Smlm kluar ngan CT,nurin,cheda+anis
Gi Tesco Kuala Selangor+BB+Ijok
Kat tesco gi beli grocery+plasticin
Utk assignment otak kiteorg
Huhuhu
CT belanja KFC
Thanks again CT
Hahaha
Pas2 otw blik
Realize yg minyak bnyk lg
Gi la round2 BB
Then smpai ke Ijok
s'mata2 nk buang minyak
Bongok kn?
Miss my T.O.P oppa
Other than that assigment bnyk gile BABI
Gonjeng aku mcm nie
Nk oppa!!!!

NynaFrank>T.O.P

FUCK

Aku rase sngt nk bkar org kot skang
Xsure what happen
Juz rase mcm nk bunuh org
Hati aku rase sngt berat
Gosh 1 damn person can change someone so much
I used to think i know u
But now i know
U can nvr really know someone
I thought u r the kind of person
That stick with what u r
Ko ludah jilat blik la pompuan
Im DONE
Suke ati ko la kan
Indeed i can't judge a person by its cover
INNOCENT maybe =to be BITCH
who knows

NynaFrank>T.O.P

Pissed Off!!!!

I hate it when everytime i see something of u
It can make me jealous
From the bottom of my heart
The feeling that carved inside
Words can't explain
I don't know how it happen
And i don't like it at all
Tired of feeling it
Tired of trying to not think about it anymore
Just walk away then

NynaFrank>TOP

Missing T.O.P?

TODAY MY BLOG POST IS SHORT AND SIMPLE
I MISS U
ALTHOUGH EVERYDAY I HEAR U'RE VOICE
AND SEE U'RE FACE
BUT I CAN'T ESCAPE
THE FEELING OF MISSING U
GOSH WHAT THE FUCK?
I CAN'T MISS U THAT MUCH
HOW COULD THIS EVEN HAPPEN?
DON'T KNOW
DON'T HAVE ANSWER FOR THIS

NynaFrank>T.O.P

Happy B'day T.O.P oppa

Happy FUCKING B'day
Hope you have the best year ahead
And always keep the faith
Be happy and laugh more
Cuz i like the older u more than now
>act mcm kenal jew hahha
Love you always

NynaFrank>T.O.P

Linguistic?

Seriously hate that subject
I don't know what i want
I don't think i can do this for another 3years
Studying wears me down
Can't do it anymore
But if i don't do it
What do i have in the future?
Even though to me DEGREE is nothing that u want
U juz got to have something
World juz keep on getting harder
I cannot juz rely on the things that i want to do
What else can i do beside forcing myself?
NOTHING!!!!
Deal with it!!!

NynaFrank>T.O.P

Hopeless?.Angry?.Heartless?.FUCK off?.

What's up ngan title aku?
Senang jew
A few weeks o days nie
Aku try nk kwn2 blik ngan ko>someone la
And aku b'jaya tnpa ada flashback
Tp aku taw ko blik ngan die
I can see that u r wearing the ring
+ aku nmpk korang jumpa kat pantimor
It juz break my heart
And wat aku m'yesal bg chance kat ko
But things happen
Aku xleh accept ko ngan die
I JUZ HATE HER
She is a distruction
She is everything that u shouldn't be close with
Ko xleh tngk ke relationship ko n die mcm mane
Die akan cr ko bile die rs perlu jew
Mcm die dulu ngan wan
Dh la penat plak nk ckp lg
Wat s'mentara waktu
I CAN'T LOOK AT UR FACE
And don't feel a thing
I would be lying

NynaFrank>T.O.P

Frank Iero?.Choi Seung Hun?.

Ermm title hr nie agak sengal..
Smlm kat cyberway..
Aku check email then ada email dr MCR..
Aku pown bkk la..
Pas2 end up aku rs nk menangis cuz..
Aku mcm dh lupakan Frank Iero aku..
Huhuhuhu..
Aku so full of Big Bang..
That aku lupe the most important person..
Frank is my idol/crush..
While T.O.P is more like the person im in love..
I feel so fucking guilty in everyway..
IM SO SORRY!!!!!

No title?.Ok x?.

Ok la 2 kn?.
No title + no pic.

Rock?.
Hahaha.
Ok here's the low down o n things.
I've alot of pic 2 let u guys see>as if any1 read my blog
Whatever
But the FUCKING line is like FUCKING hell
So i can't download any FUCKING pic
I've got pic on my b'day which is celebrated with my dad b'day at 15.10
Juz small eating2 ceremony
I've got pic of me>like alot
Hehehehe
Pic of sneaker>a type of chocolate
Wtf?.
Itz sneakers that FROGGY give me 4 my b'day
Huhuhu
Thanks
+ pic of T.O.P
my obsession after frank n lomo
Well i took a quiz in FB about mental disorder
N guess what i've got FUCKING OCD!!!!
Actually that is not a surprise
I can really like some1 n want 2 get 2 know until i know weverything
Itz never really happen on real people
But it happen 2 T.O.P n Frank
I can know them in 1day
With the help of the net
+ Im pretty GOOD at it
That's what CHEDA+ANA said
Maybe.........
Until then

NynaFrank > T.O.P
Just experimenting with colour
Im not getting soft

Happy B'day 2 me

Hermm
Let me see
Xde bnda menarik happen b'day tahun nie
Juz dieorg konon2 nk bg aku surprised
Hadiah high cut converse
THANKS korang
Xyah aku nk pkir2 lg
Supposedly aku blik UNISEL ngan MINI DIANA aku
Tp as always xdpt
Aku rs lbh baik order
Aku dh xthn nie
Duit 2 kang aku wat bnda lain kang
Tangan aku dh gatal nk mati nie
ARGHHHHH
Thank 2 my sis gak aka NUR
2hari sblm b'day aku die dh wish
Nk jd the 1st la
Last nite tido sama2
We recapture the old times aka childhood
Rasa mcm nk menangis jew
Cuz we are not gonna be the same anymore
But i know we have each other

Raya?.Open House?.

Ayam Masak Merah>Sedap gile+pedas

Rendang Daging>Amazing nk mati

Mee Hun Goreng>So Original Mum

Nasi Tomato>Although Dh Boring.Thank mum

Ermm nie lah gmbr2 dr open house aku..
Sowy upload lmbt..
Huhuhuhu...
Raya tahun nie lg besh cuz my sis ada..
Last year die raya kat Indon...
+ tis year dpt duit raya bnyk..
Dr mum rm200+lg rm100 from org2 lain...
Thanks kpd anda skrg saya dpt beli...
DIANA F+
Idaman saya...

NynaFrank>T.O.P

Blik RAYA?

Aku menulis blog nie kol 6.40 pada 18 sept..
Kat atas katil ana..
Menunggu nk blik JB..
Line agak laju..
Happy dpt download family outing bnyk2..
N dpt tngk TOP..
Huhuhuhu..
Td gi beli mknn nk buka..
Tol2 nmpk unisel dh d'tinggalkn org..
Leh kira bp kete ada+gerai yg jual mknn cuma 6 jew..
WTF?
Pape jew la..
Tp sewies aku rs nk lari skang gak..
Setan tol cancel class..
ARGHHH!!!!
Aku xmarah juz geram jew..
NOW FUCK OFF

Hari yg memenatkan

Sbnarnye aku xde benda nk ckp
Juz saje2 nk blog something
Hahahahaha
Besh kn..??
Ermm hari nie xtido s'panjang hari n rase mcm nk mati
Cuz aku xmkn ubat gastrik aku
Hbis cell2 perut aku
Huhuhuhu
Ok la
Aku pown dh xtaw nk tulis pe
Nyte korang

Introducing someone called T.O.P

ermm maybe org ramai dh kenal die
Aku pown xtaw mcm mane aku leh obsess ngan die
Things just happen
Tibe2 aku nk dngr suara die
N then aku gile die
Aku pown xcaya
Xtaw pe jdk ngan aku
Tp aku still xkn lupakan hero aku
FRANK IERO

Paramore?.Ignorance?.

Lagu nie mmg besh
Die kinda like relationship aku n 1 pompuan nie
Aku try nk ignore anything yg xd'perlukan
Huhuhuhuhu
N nie lah gmbr album cover kiteorg
Pasan kn?.
Aku taw

If I'm a bad person, you don't like me
Well I guess I'll make my own way
It's a circle
A mean cycle
I can't excite you anymore
Where's your gavel? Your jury?
What's my offense this time?
You're not a judge but if you're gonna judge me
Well sentence me to another life

Don't wanna hear your sad songs
I don't wanna feel your pain
When you swear it's all my fault
Cause you know we're not the same(no)
We're not the same(no)
Oh we're not the same
Yeah the friends who stuck together
We wrote our names in blood
But I guess you can't accept that the change is good(hey)
It's good(hey)
It's good

Well you treat me just like another stranger
Well it's nice to meet you sir
I guess I'll go
I best be on my way out
You treat me just like another stranger
Well it's nice to meet you sir
I guess I'll go
I best be on my way out

Ignorance is your new best friend
Ignorance is your new best friend

This is the best thing that could've happened
Any longer and I wouldn't have made it
It's not a war no, it's not a rapture
I'm just a person but you can't take it
The same tricks that, that once fooled me
They won't get you anywhere
I'm not the same kid from your memory
Well now I can fend for myself

Don't wanna hear your sad songs
I don't wanna feel your pain
When you swear it's all my fault
Cause you know we're not the same(no)
We're not the same(no)
Oh we're not the same
Yeah we used to stick together
We wrote our names in blood
But I guess you can't accept that the change is good(hey)
It's good(hey)
It's good

Well you treat me just like another stranger
Well it's nice to meet you sir
I guess I'll go
I best be on my way out
You treat me just like another stranger
Well it's nice to meet you sir
I guess I'll go
I best be on my way out

Ignorance is your new best friend
Ignorance is your new best friend
Ignorance is your new best friend
Ignorance is your new best friend

Well you treat me just like another stranger
Well it's nice to meet you sir
I guess I'll go
I best be on my way out
You treat me just like another stranger
Well it's nice to meet you sir
I guess I'll go

I best be on my way out

Sorry?.I hate that FUCKING word

sbnrnye sorry is the easiest word 2 say
Either u mean it or not
I try my best for u juz cuz u r my dearest fwen
And I don't want 2 lose u
For some1 like that
I know u "love" her
But juz THINK
Juz FUCKING think for u'r sake
U r losing more than US n ME
U lose u'reself

If u really need us
If u really miss us
The old times and all
U have 2 let her go
All the way u can
We are always here 4 u
N i don't want my fwen are so AFRAID of me
Until they can't talk 2 me
If itz something that I should be mad about
Then accept it
I can't be mad for no reason
Instead u talk with an outsider
Who know nothing abou ME n US
WTF?
What happen 2 u'r brain?
Use it man
GOD damn it

Don't expect me 2 accept u like old times
Im done
Like FUCKING done

Sem baru as a DEGREE stydent?

Ok aku rs angat pelik..
cpt sngt kot akuu nk msuk dgree dh...
I mean aku xintend pown nk ambik degree..
thanks 2 my fwen kat unisel nie...
dieorg b'jaya m'buatkn aku ambik degree..
Huhuhuhuhu...

Sem baru aku dpt umah ground floor...
hahahaha...
no more tangga 4 me...
still roomate ngan ana si gile 2...
mati aku lg 3thn ngan die...
huhuhu..
xpe la die pandai...
bleh curik ilmu die ckit...
wawawawa...
housemate org lain..
aku dh xsnggup nk dok ngan housemate lame...
org dh ingay aku hypocrite kn..
mcm la die xckp blkg org..
xsedar diri punya pompuan...
pape la...
gi mam muke ko...
ko taw r ko sape...

ok smpai d'sini sja...
reporting dr cyberway unisel..
huhuhuhuu...

Dr Rawang ke PD ke Mid?

Kat PD...

dlm bas otw gi PD

mkn kat mc'd,tngk muke anis

Dlm bas otw gi ktm s.buluh

Semua bermula ngan idea nk backpacking..hahahahah...kelakar plak aku dngr...kiteorg b'tolak dr unisel kol 10..b'henti kat sungai buluh n naik tren ke seremban...dlm train 2 punya r lama..smpai kebas buntut..huhuhuhu..smpai2 jew dpn 2 seremban parade...gi r mkn jap...beshnye mkn mc'd...then jln kaki gi terminal...nk naik bas gi PD...dlm bas 2 pown agak lama..smpai aku n cheda bleh tido...smpai terminal sana kene naik bas lg utk ke hotel...tp kali nie xlama...so kiteorg b'diri...smpai la kat dpn HOTEL SERI MALAYSIA...ingat murah..tnya punya tnya...harga 1billik ialah rm140...ooops t'lebih bajet plak..since kiteorg dh xmmpu nk jln..ambik jew la bilik 2...
msuk2 jew bilik punya bnyk komplain kiteorg...tp pe nk wat seri malaysia jew...dok2 rehat2 jap...baring2 tngk2 tv jap..aku ajak dieorg gi pantai which dpn hotel jew..cheda punya r excited...kiteorg main tepi2 jew..suke gile tngk open ocean...pas 2 gi jln2 jap...skodeng2 tmpat mkn..tibe2 kiteorg nmpk kedai BUNDLE...msuk la konon2 mcm nk shopping padahal duit dh out of budget...ingt nk tngk2 jew..tp aku n anis dh jumpa bj smart...cheda pown ckp "aku pon nk beli gak r"..aku n anis serentak jwb beli la...hahaha...msuk fitting room...try bj masing2 then ada plak idea nk tuka2 try bj...aku try bj cheda,cheda try anis then anis try aku n cheda..pening pale n the amazing thing is that kite semua muat dlm tiga2 bj 2...ajaib tol...pas 2 cr tempat mkn plak..jmpa the perfect place...ingat harga die biasa2 msuk ngan selamba..tngk harga semua dumbstruck...hahahah...tp wat bodo jew la..dh msuk xkn nk kluar blik kot...xb'moral namanye..mkn2 then semua mcm dh mabuk...naik hotel..lepak2 jap then cheda n anis dh tido dulu..aku pown pe lg tido r..

FUCK!!!. MOTHERFUCKER!!!.

ok la NURHAYATI RAMLAN..
aku tol2 dh xtaw mcm mane nk go through ko..
ko ingat aku xbrani ke ckp face 2 face..??
u r juz like a dust 2 me..
xde effect pown..
the only n i say it again,the only thing thats stopping me is u..
ko jenis yg xnk dngr pe yg org nk ckp..
klau bnda 2 ko xsuke,ko akan chuck it away..
as if bnda 2 xvaluable langsung..
bkn nya ko nk ambik n think about it at all..
as if like u r not using ur brain...
ko suke tengking2 org asalkn org 2 blom pown hbis ckp lg..
klau pas nie aku face 2 face ngan ko n using the harshes word..
ko jgn t'kejut plak eh..
n by the way..
CONGRATULATIONS ko kapel ngan penk..
tahniah sngt2!!!..
ko org yg pertama..
ahahhahah..
i mean ko k'tinggalan zaman ada r...
cian ko...
xpe la aku bg chance ko nk experience kapel ngan penk...
ye la org xprnh kwn ngan penk kn..
so penk p'tama yg ko jumpa..
ko ingat love at first sight r nie...
gagaggaga...
u r so funny dude..

about aku and LaLa..
aku taw ko akan question that..
but how could ko samakn aku ngan ko..??
u r so different from me..
aku xbatak tngk penk..
xmcm ko r atleast...

n meh sini aku jwb question ko lg 1..
aka nape aku xsuke am..??
utk kali k'berapa aku jwb...
die mmg EVIL...
FUCKING BITCH la...
ko xpham ke..???
eh lupe ko xde brain..
its nvr about >aku dulu suke die n die reject aku..???
what kind of FUCKING fact 2..???
aku xla suke die mcm ko kn...
AKU XLEH NK KALAHKAN KO...
die xtaw aku suke n btw aku juz suke tngk muke die jew..
yg skang aku nmpk mcm pondan...
ko ingat aku akan jealous ke ko kwn ngan die..??
FUCK U DUDE...
nmpk sngt ko xknal aku...
whatever la..
believe what u want...

Ckp psal sakit ati...
ko ingat aku xsakit ati ngan ko..??
mane ada org perfect sngt smpai xsakitkn ati kwn...??
aku thn dr first sem gak..
ngan ko yg xsuke bsuh pinggan...
aku ckp baik2..
ko xnk dngr...
n aku rs m'yesal pnggil ko kwn..
HONESTLY DUDE...
skang aku officially ckp aku dh xde relationship ngan ko lg...
suke ko la nk wat pe...
ko kn pandai...
ko xp'lukan aku o sape2...

GEWD LUCK IN U'R LIFE..
SEMOGA KO TAHAN LAMA NGAN DIE SMPAI KE JINJING PELAMIN...
eh lupe lg plak yg ko xk'mane ngan die..
sowy yer t'lps plak..

XOXO:
FUCKING NYNAFRANK HERE...

kenapa...???

memula tu aku xksah ko kwn ngan si "amer izham" [kononnya] tu...
tapi makin lama...makin menjadi2 lak perangai ko ek...
kngkadang ko wat aku terfikir... kat batu pahat tu ko xpernah nmpak peng ke???
coz bila ko nmpk peng...ko cam sangat batak n excited...
kengkadang lebih excited drpd nyna...
ko semakin hari semakin pelik...
mata ko sejak akhir2 ni...sgt alert bila nmpak peng...
datz y i wonder... kat batu pahat xda peng ke???
skang ni...ko da KAPEL PLAK ngan pondan jadian tu...
em bukan dulu ko gila2 BENCI PENGKID N LESBIAN ke???
nape tetibe leh jadi gf kepada seorang PEREMPUAN LAK NI???
pelik a ko ni yat...
mana pegi pendirian ko???
em aku ada baca kat lptop ko...
ko kata ko xnak tgok mak bapak ko susah hati...
if leh,ko nk tlg dyowang...
ko rase tndakan ko yg bangang [kapel ngan seorang PEREMPUAN] ni leh senangkan hati dyowang ke???
ape yg ko pkir sbnrnya???
ko kata ko kapel ngan dy coz ko ikut kata hati...tol x???
ko rsa ko ikut kata hati o kata setan???
sowi a if bahasa aku menyakitkan hati ko...
tpi its the fact...
ada sebab nape kitowang xkasi n xsuka ko kawan ngan dy...
tapi ktowang xtahu nk ckp cmne coz ko memang kawan yg sangat DEGIL,KEPALA BATU n XNK MNDGR NASIHAT yg pnh aku jmpa...
agak2nya if mak ko xkasi ko kwn ngan seorang PEREMPUAN yg ajak ko kapel,ko akn stil kapel ngan dy x ek???
i wonder...
bila nyna mrh...ko gila2 ckp 'slh ke if aku nk kwn ngan am???'
em kwn la sgt...smpai da involved feeling!!!
bru smlm [200709] ko kata kat aku n anis... "aku n am kawan j...salah ke??"
kawan amende smpai ckp i love u...penuh stu blog lak tu!!!
cba ko bgitau aku...
kawan jnis apa yg ubah sex orientation kwn dy sendiri???
even if dy ajak ko kapel,ko xda otak ke nk pkir...mana yg baik,mana yg buruk???
ni sebab nape aku xsuka ko kwn ngan dy:
a] ko ubah sex orientation ko sbb dy...
b] dsbbkan dy,aku tgk ko ubah sense of fashion ko n shopping sakan smpai xda duit nk mkn...juz to b fashionable...its gud dat u wana b fashionable but not until u have no money at all...
c] dulu dy mnt ana,then dy ajak nyna jdi peng...pastu skang ni,dy BERJAYA AKHIRNYA kapel ngan one of my fren...which is u...TAHNIAH!!!satu2 kawan aku dy try nk rosakkan!!!TAHNIAH!!!aku rs si pondan ni sebijik cam racun tikus...killing slowly inside...
aku appreciate ko pgil aku akak sjak akhir2 ni...
if ko tol2 mean what u said...
please think about what i said to u juz now...
its 4 your own good...
i'm not perfect,i know...
so i'm sowi if i'm hurting u...
tolonglah kembalikan yat yg aku knl dulu...
yati yg membenci peng dan lesbian...
bukanyati yg KAPEL ngan PENG!!!
PLEASE...I'M BEGGING!!!

love...
chedaluvgollum!!!

Malaysia VS Manchester UNITED

Hr nie aku gi la tngk man u vs malaysia..

Don't know what 2 expect..

Tp i know man u xkn kalah punya..

Sowy malaysia..

U r football just suck..

ok2..

First 10min..

I quite impressed with how malaysia play..

They quite good until my salty mouth ckp..

"Ok la klau malaysia dpt thn the 1st 10min"..

Rite after that Rooney goal..

Hahahahaha..

How about that..??

Malaysian goalkeeper is the savier aktually..

He is good..

He save Scholes 25yard goal..

N all malaysia concide is 3goal..

Compare that with their previous record meeting..

First half pass by..

Aku ada gak dngr name Owen as in Michael Owen..

Agak pelik tp xbp nk kisah since owen kat newcastle..

Dkat2 nk hbis..

Man u ada exchange player..

then aku nmpk the worst thing.....

Atleast pd aku la...

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Aku nmpk jersi 7..

Tp bkn Ronaldo yg pkai..

Instead MICHAEL OWEN!!!...

Aku freak out like HELL....

I mean seriously HELL...

Aku xcaya sir alex cpt sngt pass on the 7...

Dulu pas beckham blah..

Lama gak la br dpt p'ganti...

No 7 bkn calang2 org bleh pkai...

Nie kn plak Owen..

I mean he is a gewd player...

But he is FUCKING old...

Gosh aku mcm nk menangis..

Xcaye gile2 BABI....

WTF?...

Sir alex how could u do this?...

Aku xsure pe nk expect new season nnti...

Aku lg sanggup simpan no 7 2 4 the rite person...

2 just opinion aku..

Nie la die....

MICHAEL OWEN....

Eh xde gmbr plak...

Sile2 la GOOGLE sendiri...

HUHUHUHU....

Man U 4EVER

Times Square+KLCC telah ku Ataacck...

Tipu klau aku kata aku xpenat..
Konon2 dr masjid jamek nk gi bangsar..
Nk tngk Super Sunday Concept Store..
Sampai bangsar xtaw plak kedai 2 kat mane..
Xmcm nk m'gamuk plak kn..
Hahahaha..
Yg kelakar 2 bleh plak kiteorg ke KLCC..
Kedai pertama yg aku attack ialah Kinokuniya..
Cheda attack mp3 player..
Dpat sony plak 2..
Good 4 her..
Aku beli buku Chuck Palahniuk..
Aku happy thap melampau nie..
Dah settle semua gi TS plak..
Dieorg semua b'pecah m'cari brg..
Pening pale aku..
Aku dpt r beli 3baju yg semua org pkai2 sang..
Oversized bf t-shirt..??
Aku pown xtaw r name die..
Huhuhuhu..
Smpai kol 8 gak kat sana..
Ana r yg pling bnyk shopping..
Sengal pnya bdk..

Setakat nie reporting dr meja makan..
Huhuhuhuu...

Bile aku try nk jd Yuna+Pixel 101

Bile aku try nk jdk Yuna aka aku pkai tudung mcm die jew..
Bulat gile2 kn muka aku..??
Serik aku pkai 2dung mcm 2 tp kwn aku ckp cute..
Mcm gile jew dieorg..
Hr 2 ialah hr last PI aka PENGAJIAN ISLAM..
Konon nye nk pkai something out of ordinary..
End up aku sowang jew pkai out of ordinary..
Sial punya member..
Tp thanks gak kt korang..
LUV U GUYS..

8 JULY 2009 PIXEL ku arrived..
Happy yg t'sngt..
Which aku xtaw nape..
Maybe sbb bnda 2 cute..
Hahahaha..
Aku ingat nk ltk Ipod pink 2 kat hp aku..
Tp gedabak smcm plak..
Au ingat kecik jew yg bleh ltk kat hp..
Tp aku slh..
So aku ltk kat matrix card aku..
Smart gak..
I LLIKE..
Huhuhuhu..
Lg 1 aku order nama LaLa..
Pown gedabak smcm..
Sengal kn..??
Tp aku still suke..

Smart plak hr nie si DanDan aka lecturer PM aku m'gamuk..
Pape jew..
Period pe org tua 2..
Dh la test aku score die xbp nk lpas..
Die plak ugut nk failkn kiteorg..
Mampus aku..
Study hard la jwbnye..
Sblm 2,member2 au ajak gi TS..
Aku malas r..
Nk blik JB!!..
Bile2 aku update iteorg gi TS 2 yerp..
Bak kata Fahmi>Autobots Rock n Roll..

Aku bkn ANTI-PENK tp PENK LOVER..

Aku bkn ANTI PENK..Aku anti ngan sowang nie jew..Yg kat sblh nie..Aku maafkn kn la GF die cuz aku rs gurl die pown xtaw yg PENK die mcm nie..Hahahaha..To be honest,I LIKE PENK..Aku xtaw nape n how..It juz happen..Aku rs aku always like girls n aku bkn suke2 nk suke penk juz cuz they r the new craze..Im not a follower but a leader on my own..Cewah yer2 jep..Aku jenis yg simple..What u see is what u get..Aku senang nk wat kwn n senang lg nk wat enemy..Aku hrap penk kat sblh nie sedar diri ckit..Dh ada gurl pown,bleh m'gatal ngan pompuan lain..B'lagak casanova..U can fuck u'rself..If u can..Which aku taw ko xleh..HAHAHA

Hr nie simple jew..Nothing happen except aku msk begedel n n.gorng..Makan ngan my wifey,anis,ana,yat,ros n ct..Pendtg asing br yg dtg dr INDIA..HAHAHA..Maafkn saya ct..SENGAJA..After mkn,rehat2 jap aka baring atas katil nk t'tido dh..Then ct ckp nk main badminton plak..Kacau tol r..Aku plak dh main bad 3 hr b'turut2..Kang xpsal2 aku kene MUSCLE TORN lg..Mati aku..Main dr kol 11 smpai kol 2..Nk t'cabut pinggang aku tp fun la..As always..Aku b'ckp2 r gak ngan kwn aku sowang 2..Aku ok jew tp bile die start wat bnda bkn2..Aku rs sngt marah smpai nk pukul org..Tp hope xde pape lg la..Aku PENAT..!!!

Aku ada test PM aka PENGAJIAN MALAYSIA tp aku leh wat bodoh lg..Xpe2 DANDAN ada..hahahaha..Pet name utk lecturer aku..Senang kata TAWAKAL jew la..Semoga aku b'jaya..Aku ada back up plan..Bdk2 yg dok dpn aku dlm class semua bdk pandai2..N kiteorg "TIGHT" plak 2..Pandai2 la m'ggunakan skill aku..Iaitu meniru..........

Anything else aku smbg next time yerp..Penat gile2 nie..

First Blog...

Xtaw r nape tibe2 aku nk wt blog plak...
Maybe aku nk cp bnda yg au xleh ckp..
Kat dlm nie...
Aku penat dok...
FIZIKAL,MENTAL N EMOTIONAL...

To whom it may concern...
U know who u r..
Aku hope ko pham...
Nape aku xsuke ko kwn ngan die..
Ko mcm xpkir feelings aku at all...
What am i 2 u..??
Am im not ur best fwen...
Tp ko pertahankn relationship ko ngan that BITCH 2 gak kn..??
Aku n ko nie pe..??
Ko lg sanggup ilang aku dr die kn..???
Nape ko nk sngt kwn ngan die..???
Bnyk org lain yg ko bleh kwn..
Bkn die sowang jew...
Gosh nape ko xlisten...???
IM TRYING 2 GET THROUGH U...
but u still not listening....

2 that FUCKING penk...
Don't think u can FUCK with my fwen...
I know u inside n out enough...
2 hate u from my gut...
Ko ingat ko pengkid enough..???
Sorry 2 say but u r not even close...
Not even FUCKING close DUDE...
Ko ckp penk lain poser...
KO pown sama...
Ngan muke jambu smcm...
Yg selamatkn ko muke ko jew taw...
Ko ingat aku xleh bunuh ko ngan tngn aku sendiri....
U DON'T KNOW ME WELL ENOUGH 2 MESSED WITH ME....

The conclusion is...
To my dearest fwen...
What is our relationship for 3sem means 2 u...??
NOTHING...???
Cuz i am hurt inside so deep that i don't think i can let it out...
If u r not my fwen...
If u r not part of KHU'KHU' CREW...
I DON'T GIVE A FUCKING SHIT...
WHAT FUCKING HAPPEN 2 U..
But cuz aku kwn ko la..
AKU KISAH...
DO U HEAR ME...???
I CARE FOR U...
U JUST RUIN OUR RELATIONSHIP FOR WHAT...??
for that penk...

Im lost for words already...
U know where 2 find me..
Im always here 4 u....