First Blog...

Xtaw r nape tibe2 aku nk wt blog plak...
Maybe aku nk cp bnda yg au xleh ckp..
Kat dlm nie...
Aku penat dok...
FIZIKAL,MENTAL N EMOTIONAL...

To whom it may concern...
U know who u r..
Aku hope ko pham...
Nape aku xsuke ko kwn ngan die..
Ko mcm xpkir feelings aku at all...
What am i 2 u..??
Am im not ur best fwen...
Tp ko pertahankn relationship ko ngan that BITCH 2 gak kn..??
Aku n ko nie pe..??
Ko lg sanggup ilang aku dr die kn..???
Nape ko nk sngt kwn ngan die..???
Bnyk org lain yg ko bleh kwn..
Bkn die sowang jew...
Gosh nape ko xlisten...???
IM TRYING 2 GET THROUGH U...
but u still not listening....

2 that FUCKING penk...
Don't think u can FUCK with my fwen...
I know u inside n out enough...
2 hate u from my gut...
Ko ingat ko pengkid enough..???
Sorry 2 say but u r not even close...
Not even FUCKING close DUDE...
Ko ckp penk lain poser...
KO pown sama...
Ngan muke jambu smcm...
Yg selamatkn ko muke ko jew taw...
Ko ingat aku xleh bunuh ko ngan tngn aku sendiri....
U DON'T KNOW ME WELL ENOUGH 2 MESSED WITH ME....

The conclusion is...
To my dearest fwen...
What is our relationship for 3sem means 2 u...??
NOTHING...???
Cuz i am hurt inside so deep that i don't think i can let it out...
If u r not my fwen...
If u r not part of KHU'KHU' CREW...
I DON'T GIVE A FUCKING SHIT...
WHAT FUCKING HAPPEN 2 U..
But cuz aku kwn ko la..
AKU KISAH...
DO U HEAR ME...???
I CARE FOR U...
U JUST RUIN OUR RELATIONSHIP FOR WHAT...??
for that penk...

Im lost for words already...
U know where 2 find me..
Im always here 4 u....