The END

Here I am writing for the last time
I have thought of shutting down this blog
This is the 2nd time this blog will be abandon

I think I'm not a scary person
Or anything close to that
I just expect people who are around me 24/7
To just tell it to my face

Sorry my DEFENSIVE MECHANISM
Is very aggressive
I can't help myself
I try to improve it
But it just making things worst

I guess I learn my lesson again
To never expect anything
From anyone
Not even you're closest friend
Communication is irreversible

If by sometime
I mend my heart
And I'll be OK again
I'll come back to this blog

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Again new sem

This new sem open again
Does surprise me much eh
Just another one that comes after another one
You know the drill
Same as always
Catch ya guys later

Wedding......

This is a few wedding cake that I found online
It look so freaking good
Especially the cupcakes one
I wouldn't dare to take the pic and post it here
It makes me hungry
This wedding craze is because of my sis who is getting married this November
Love cake

Untitle?

Ok as expected my result is devastating
At least to me
Its not that I don't feel blessed with what I get
Its just that I think I deserve better
Since I put EFFORT in it

I guess its either I was born stupid
Or its because of the CURSING that I've said my whole 20 years of living
But to me I still think its the 1st theory
The stupid one
Jeez nyna what can you do right?
I was a firm believer that anyone who put EFFORT in what they do
Will get it back as much as the EFFORT that they put in
I guess I was wrong again & again

I am seriously am tired of putting EFFORT
But than again I can't go into the exam hall
And just do the freakin paper with blank head
I can't work like that
I don't know what more can I do
And will never know
Cuz Im tired of finding out

1st year Degree past

It's been year past
And should I think about it
The decision that I make taking this degree?
I guess it's a little to late?
I have another 2 years to go
Maybe I should just suck it up
And finish this off
Put an end to this re-thinking thingy nyna

To some people who don't have FUCKING brain
get lost from the face of the earth man
Seriously you are not worth the time

Blurness

For the past 5 papers that i've done
Im not confident with anyone of it
It seem to me that I just merely answer it
So that my paper won't be blank
Hell yeah
That's the ugly truth

Chance

Will it come?
Will I see it?.
Will I know its the chance that I should take?
How?.
What?.
Where?.
A lot of questions bugging me
But I can't say much
Because I will never know